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Tue, Aug 2th, 2014

I keep doing this to myself.

I like someone. For a SLIGHT second I think they may like me back. I feel somewhat special when they’re around me. Then it all goes to hell when I think of all the prettier people they surround themselves with on a daily basis when I’m not around. Then all of a sudden I feel less special. I feel like nothing. Then I overanalyze every gesture and reaction and assume they aren’t into me. Then I put myself down and think the worst. Am I not pretty enough? Am I too big? Is my face not clear enough? Is it my braces? Am I ugly? Yes, I’m aware that the first and last question are the same. That’s because different variations of the same question pop in my head. My appearance is my go-to. I’m never pretty enough for the guys I like. They probably see what I see in the mirror. You know what? Fuck all of it.

I fucking made RCC Fall Bass.
I’m going to focus on my drumming, my fitness and weight loss, school, & work. Nothing else. Fuck guys. Why invest time in something when nothing will ever happen. I can’t even get a guy to ask me out on a fucking date let alone have a boyfriend…


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Tue, Aug 2th, 2014

supnoah:

do you ever have the urge to tell someone to shut the fuck up even when they aren’t talking

(via laughawayeternity)


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Tue, Aug 2th, 2014

vagisodium:

if someone ever kidnaps me im just going to shit my pants because they either have to wipe my ass or deal with the smell and i want them to have it rough

(Source: trashboat, via cholalicious)


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kingjaffejoffer:

I need answers, Mama

kingjaffejoffer:

I need answers, Mama

(via cholalicious)


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(Source: theconqueringfool, via instantlemonade)


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